And I have to say I wish I would have finished those old, discarded entries. I wish I knew what my brain was thinking ~ where we truly were at that point in our life together. Recently an old friend told me I was leaving a great legacy for my family by putting our life story to words. Legacy may be a bit of a stretch, but I do think I’m giving them a chance to peek back on our family, and offering them the chance to see why I made some of the parenting choices I did. They’ll also get to read about my avalanche of parental mistakes, the intense, over-the-moon love I have for them (even when I’m mad), and how being their mom is my biggest wish come true. Hopefully, they’ll feel the emotions I had bubbling inside of me as I wrote, that they’ll know how intense and crazy and zany this life with them was and still is. I want this blog, this chronicle of our life, to be as much of a gift to them as it’s been to me. Being able to look back, to really go back to that small snap-shot of a moment, is like a security blanket for me. And today, I wish I had all of the pieces of it.
So my darlings, don’t wish. Finish.
Oh, for the love of my children…